Well, it’s Turkey day. It’s the day that people give thanks. I have hear a lot of people say that they don’t like thanksgiving. I see why not. It’s the day that you are suppose to be with the people that you love and have a nice hardy dinner. It’s a time for fellowship and being thankful to be able to spend time with those people. It’s a time for people to look at their lives and see that it’s not as bad as they think it is because of all the things they have. This is deffinitley one of my favorite holidays. Most people haven’t lost sight of what this holiday is about just quiet yet.

I guess i should make a list of what i’m thankful for.

1)Family

2)The friends that have stuck with me through the tough times that i have had. The Friends that are still with me to this day.

3)For a second chance to an old relationship.

4)The ability to work

5)The many great things that god has blessed me with.

6)The opportunities to adventure that has been brought upon me.

That is all.

Yesterday was surprising. In my mind it was my day off. I wake up randomly at 10 to a phone call from a number i don’t know. When I answer, I find out it’s one of my coworkers from work calling to tell me that I have work. I had my days mixed up. I go in to work and thankfully it wasn’t a bad day. When i get off i pierced the bottom of my belly button. It didn’t hurt; It just surprised me. 

Later that night my mother comes over and tells me that I have to go home with her because of a Moving Sale that they are having. I did not want to go just because of the fact that it was my day off. I wanted to sleep in and be lazy. Didn’t happen. I have been up since 7. Strangers have been coming over and looking through the house to see what they can find to buy. I really haven’t done much but walk around and say hello to people. 

This is definitely not what i wanted to do on my only day off… 

I <3 People. I love the different personalities. I love the fact that every person is different. When I meet someone it seems as though I am shy. That’s not the fact. I like to observe and get to know that person before I decide whether they get offended by certain things. I’m not the best person in the world. I do a lot of things that are frowned upon. I don’t think of myself as a bad person; I just do things that’ll make people think of me as a bad person.

I used to not do as much things as i do now. People used to make me want to be different. They showed me that you can have fun while doing innocent things. I kind of miss those days. I wish I could say that I will quit everything and go back to those days, but I know I won’t unless I’m doing it for someone else.

I guess these are the things i need to change.. The fact that I will do something for someone else way before I would do it for myself.

After I gave my hours to someone today they become ill. I had to go in for them and do one job and move to another job at 5. I was OK with that; more money. Well I move to the front and have no idea what I’m doing. I was never trained for it. I get fussed at by the owner. That’s all good, he fusses at everyone. I get to clean the area for him. Now this area has ice cream and things all over the walls. I got to clean it off for him and everyone else that works up there.

He lets me off early. Great for me because i personally don’t want to stay there til late late at night but bad for my wallet; less money. I leave and start on my way home. I have to call the ‘rents and tell them that my friend isn’t able to take our dogs but maybe his grandfather will. Through this walk home i start to notice that I miss many people that were in my life for a time and that are not in my life now. Some I can not help but others I can.

Even after someone hurts you it still seems like they are important. I haven’t really gotten hurt by many people. Some of the ones i got hurt by didn’t really hurt me too bad. I believe that everyone has a purpose in a life, even if they hurt me or not. I plan to keep the people that i appreciated in my life even if it is like a few times of hanging out every month. Friends are important. People are important. I’m gonna live up to that motto. :)

Til the next time.

it’d have to be my book bag. it has everything any occasion would need. i take it whenever i’m going somewhere. it’s a great inanimate object.

well… blogging looked fun. might as well do it to entertain myself.

Today is so far an easy simple day. I woke up, took a shower, ate, and smoked a cigarette. My finger is still throbbing from yesterdays staple incident. It’ll eventually disperse. This is my second week living in Spartanburg and so far it’s been… interesting. Gone to some crazy things and met some great people. I do miss the people i have grown accustom to but there’s a time when leaving is the best option.